I am hurting. I have lost it all. I am drowning. Help me to breathe.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I dreamt that I was asked to have an affair."Shall we get together?" I just kept shaking my head when asked repeatedly why not?
My dream scene jumped to a parking lot. I drove Dear's car. Well it was more like i stepped on the accelerator while my fren (dunno who, this girl) controlled the steering wheel. We manuvered out of the lot and came to this small ally. It had cars on the left stide. Very squeezy. I said "can" So we moved forward. ONLY to find that it was too narrow!! We scratched the Nissam GTR on the left. A black one. The scratching sound was pitched and i covered my face with my hands. Later i called dear to confess. But the GTR drove away already!
SpreeQueen @ 10:11 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
I've decided to start writing in my dreamlogg once again. Since forever i've taken an interest in dreams and find myself discussing them with my disinterested friends. I'm doing this dreamlogg just as a reference for myself what sort of dreams i've been having and maybe see if there is any correlation between dreams and reality.
Wait, who am i kidding? i don't actually give a damn. I just enjoy doing this. Thats me.
Heads up. I always dream of flying and big cats.
SpreeQueen @ 6:53 AM
Monday, September 05, 2005
A VERY LONG DREAM I was back at crescent, walking around then i saw mrs tan sorting out the batik paintings. Some sec ones were idiotic enough to place mine on the ground with drops of water on it. Naturally it was spoilt. After mrs tan gave the sec 1's a piece of her mind, she crushed mine up and threw it like it was trash. I was hopping mad. But then again, i was an on looker in the dream, so i could'nt do anything. I went back to the computer room. There was students counsil meeting, not a crescent one but an aj one. Me and my friend decided to pack up and leave. That meant i had to own up that i was'nt in students council. This girl call fiona then warned me abt my other friend who was in SC to be more serious in her duties. (acutally in real life my friend too is not in students council) Yup we left, and the next thing i knew, i was walking back home, i walked up the slope, and forgot my hse was at the bottom. while walking backdown the slope, i saw a huge cross on a box with a bird some sort of pelican nailed to it float down from the sky and it landed righ in fronta my hse. For some reason i got upset. And started ranting to a passerby abt how last time a box also ended up in front of my hse when i sent it away. It was an omen that i offended god. I thought i was gonna die. Scene jumped to somewhere else, setting unknown i think it's a foreign cty cos of all the foreign architecture. There has been warnings of a tsunami coming. the only thing i had with me was haw sweet so i stocked as much haw sweet as possible, so if i was stranded in the flood i would survive on that. Someone else passed my two bowls of tou hwa so i took that too. me and my mum took a bus to get out of the maritime area. Stupidly the bus route had to pass by the sea side. Thankfully we pass it without any danger. Suddenly we're on the streets again. We stayed at a lousy hotel for a while and then decided to go futher into the city. I lost my tou hwa and wallet in the hotel. We ran along the streets, time was running short. My mum gave up and asked me to head off myself. After some agueing, seeing that i was not going to convince her, i tolded her to just kick if she found herself in the water. I ran off once again went into some shophouses and climbed as high as possible. At the highest floor stayed my chinese teacher(who disappeared later in the dream) and some distant relatives, and my brother. I told them that i saw two planes drop bombs at diff areas. And then the building i was on started rocking to and fro. This part totally not frightening at all. The building finally bent enuff to break. we landed on the ground safely. We got into the car with my bro driving and the distant relatives. We were determined to get away from again the sea and the bombed area. It was raining. The car was moving slowly(traffic jam) I complained that if we went on foot it would be faster. no one took heed. Small moths were flying in the car. I winded down the window to get them out, but it was raining outside so the moths refused to. The moth got soggy on my hand.
SpreeQueen @ 11:46 PM
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
life in a dream, it's almost like you have a past
hmmmm... the dream i had last night was .HAHA. I dreamt that michael jackson died, and then i brushed the information aside , till i saw it on the news; only then did i react with shock.haahah. Then i wanted to change my name for some reason that i can't recall. The chinese part of my name. Bleah It was such a dilemma. Then i decided against it for my chinese name was chosen by my uncle and it would be disrespectful to scrape it. halfway or was it before?(i'm getting my timeline all wrong) I was interupted by this girl who i could'nt remember her name although she gave me a junior to senior gift. then i was like so paiseh... i wonder if in a dreams can have a memory of past dreams. cos i think i dreamt abt a junior giving me a gift before... not very sure.
SpreeQueen @ 7:28 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
I just found out that dreams actually can be dangerous if your body cannot distinguish dream and reality. I had this dream where there was a psychotic who wanted to marry me because of whatever perverted reason. (haha had this dream because i read smth regarding phantom of the opera) He was holding me hostage while the police were on their way to rescue me. So while the useless police were wasting precious time, the psycho was desperately trying to force me into a wedding dress, hoping to marry me before they arrived. Then in the dream, i started suffocating in the dress. It was pulled too tight. It was the corset type, like the dress in pirates of the carribean, and you had to pull and tighten the strings at the back. The scary thing is that while i was suffocating in the dream, i was at the same time suffocating on my bed. I woke up immediately,coughing and short of breath. For a moment i felt as if my lungs was being squeezed. But it passed quickly, when i remembered it was a dream. Scary isn't it? Like if you're not careful you may even die in your sleep. whew.....
SpreeQueen @ 12:00 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
Heirlom There was an important piece of item that i was searching for. A heirlom that i was finding. I was digging in this dark blue bag for it. Then my fingers groped something very small and hard. It was a tiny red ruby, very intricate. i examined it with a microscope. those kind you use to judge the value of the jewel. It was so tiny yet somehow it was worth quite a fortune. (i don't understand how, when i think of the size) I wanted to show to someone the ruby since other people could not locate the heirlom earlier and thought it did not exist. Then i hid it since they searching to sell it in the first place. Or maybe i woke up before i decided to show it to somebody. can't remember.
SpreeQueen @ 11:57 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
i dreamt that there was some sort of an insect stuck in my hair.... Surprisingly not very terrifying. i hopped around then grew calm as my mum pried it out of my hair. (Not my usual reaction ,normally i would trashed and snatched at my head till it's off.) Had a few more dreams actually but i forgot them.
SpreeQueen @ 2:39 AM
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